Thank you, James, who let me borrow his burned copy of Indestructible.
All I have to do is get Believe now.
"This self discovery
Redemption taking hold of my mind
A serenade of haunting voices
Calling me away, to feast upon (the night)"
Yet again, I'm feeling like crap. Aches and pains that shoot straight to my bones. A sore throat and delirium lurking, waiting for me to be at my most vulnerable. Various other symptoms hitting me at different times... the feeling of leaden limbs, open and closed eye visuals (flashing lights and swirling colors), inability to concentrate, alteration of senses. Definitely the strangest thing I've ever experienced (well, there are two other things that come to mind, and one heading up the charts soon)
Anywaysss...
"Come inside, now I implore
Do you think you can restore
The crucial pieces missing from my brain
What seems to be the matter dear?
Why do you cry and shake with fear?
I've only had the best dub me insane
Please let me out
Please let me out
Please let me"
'Perfect Insanity' - Disturbed
So many of these songs describe what I'm feeling...
Especially Perfect Insanity, The Night, The Curse, and Haunted.
"My blood is cold as ice
Or so I have been told
Show no emotion, and it can destroy your soul
Another sacrifice, to a tormentor
Your world wouldn't understand
Turn away again
You're angered, so am I
A thousand fires burn
A land of darkness, from which I cannot return
You're aching, so will I
When I awake and
Discover that I've been damaged by your world
Dishonored by your world
Your world
I'm haunted by your world
(Never will I be welcome amongst the heartless
Monsters you surround yourself with
Feeding off the pain and misfortune of others
A maniacal breed of sub-human parasites
Thrown into a feeding frenzy with the smell
Of fresh blood
Open your eyes and see the creatures
For what they are
A swirling mass of hatred and envy
Don't be naive enough to think you're unaffected
The conversion has already begun)"
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