I really have no idea what's going on with me. I mean obviously I've got a cold. But I feel like I'm losing my friendships, one by one. Kaylee routinely chooses to hang out with Sydney, Kevin is never around... I hang out with Ashley, Shay, and Jessica when I'm not all by myself. I don't really understand why... Maybe I'm retreating, maybe they are. I don't really know... I think I might just be growing up faster, mentally speaking. A lot of the jokes everyone else finds funny just seem stupid to me, and I find that my memory's working slightly faster, recalling everything from what I know about psych to german words that I taught myself ages ago. I can pay better attention in classes than I've ever been able to before, it's beyond weird. I don't know if it's good or bad, I guess we'll have to wait and see.
Homework time, I'll write more later.
~marina {feels like a lone wolf}
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