rosemary

Song by the grateful dead.

I hate nights like this...

The kind of nights when I feel somewhat sad, for no real reason. The kind of nights that I wish I could just hold you in my arms and listen to your heartbeat and feel your breathing... To feel safe and warm, instead of feeling cold and very physically alone. Mentally and emotionally you're always with me...

I also hate that I have tons of clever things to say to you to make you smile, but then when you call I completely forget all of them. Well, I suppose I don't hate the fact, since just talking to you makes me forget basically everything and I love the blissful absentmindedness. It's an all-too-temporary escape from the stress around here.

I dearly hope that what you said actually happens, with as few problems as possible. It might sound selfish, but the truth is that I just want you back. Obviously your parents and friends do too... But it's slightly different for me. I love you so very much, Daniel.

~marina